Saturday, June 25, 2005

Yea... i've been thinking alot...(maybe far too much) ever since i got my blood test results... To me, it's like knowing when i'll die or sth like dat.. but actually it's not! I'm not dying..... yet. It's more like i know how i'll die... it's saddening in the sense that i can start picturing myself lying on bed... and god knows if anyone will be around by the bed.. Then again, the doc said 50%.. so there's another 50% that i wun die such pathetically... but the truth is... i wun be able to have children... i dun know if that's a good news or a bad news since i dun like kids. But people do change... who knows? It's just a gloomy vacaton for me... and i dun wish to start schooling... i have alot of things to do! i have no time to waste! I want to go for the air stewardess interview... and if i can make it.. i'll quit school... fly around... That's the fastest way to lead an exciting, memorable life... Should i go?

Hmm... I've been watching this cartoon on SCV channel 54.. It's call "new robinson crusoe" in chinese.. ya... it's a production by Nippon Animation Ltd.. in 1981. I dunno why they like to show cartoons that's producesd 24 yrs ago! But anyway... it's a very touching cartoon.. i even cried on several occasions when they decide not to bring the lambs(or goats) along to Australia.. It's was so sad...the feeling of abandon.. Sommemore, the father brought the lambs to some hills and left them there.. but the lambs always manage to come back on their own... so touching...



A highly recommended cartoon for children to learn more about love, family, and ... alot of things i guess..

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piu out
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