Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I wished i wished... i wished i never existed... pls make my dream come true... even if i regret in the end.. it doen't matter anymore... as i never existed...

feeling demoralised nowadays... exams coming yet i dunno how to tackle them... finished a 2000 word chinese report yet i have to redo it again... things could be easier if i just heck... but that is not me... i want to do my best...

i really want to quit schooling.... it has really make my life miserable... at the age of nineteen le... teenage years are soon over but yet i've not done sth that i'm proud to tell others... studying non stop... is that what i want to remember when i grow old? like how i mug during exams.. it's wierd

It's my life.. but i'm doing things that i'm expected to do. it's kind of tired sometimes... wished i had someone to hear me cry my heart out... but that's not me... i dun like to be weak in front of others...

perhaps.. i'm thinking too much you would say.
that's because you've never listened to me.
I'm filled with hatred.. it's scary...

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piu out
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